Last week we had parent teacher conferences. This was late nights and a sad mom heart. It also became apparent that we needed to make a change in our daycare situation for our children. This was heartbreaking, as we had been with the same provider since Rowan was 6 weeks old. I loved that she loved my children and took care of them in my absence, but it was obvious a change had to be made.
We gathered all of our paperwork, and I took Monday off to get the children situated in district daycare. Change is hard for me, and there were LOTS of tears shed. I felt guilty for working and heartbroken that my choices had put them in harm's way. I've come to terms with some of this during the week, but it was a downright ugly week for me.
The upside is the kids seem adjusted to the new program, and the two moms who have so religiously taken Rowan to preschool for me, agreed to continue transporting him. They are such a blessing to us, and my heart was eased knowing Rowan would continue at the school he already knew.
Other than that, Alex and I celebrated Valentine's Day at the Row House last Saturday with good friends in the midst of our angst. It was a blessing, and we so enjoyed the company and amazing food. (No pictures-I was just working on surviving at this point).
I"m still bopping along at the University with my undergrads. I really like teaching them, and I'm enjoying the challenge of it! They make me think:-)
The kids and I were home Thursday and Friday after we were left in the wake of the "Blizzard of Oz" and 9 inches of snow. We played, baked, napped, watched movies, and just enjoyed the quiet. I didn't put on makeup for two days, and I just let myself catch up.
Check out this bed head!! |
Sassy sporting her boots! |
Genuine smile:-) |
Today the kids and Alex made a snowman outside as it was in the 40s. Sassy isn't a huge fan of the cold, but she loves her Daddy, so she stayed with him until the bitter end.
Our family mascot, Dixie! |
This has been a bum week, but life isn't always easy, I guess. We are finding a new normal, and my heart is a little less sad everyday:-) Change is a fact of life, but it isn't always fun in the process. That, I know for sure.